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Michael, All settled! I found the link at Frank's you just posted, and don't attend to the message at above. I won't come back here but to the newer one only.
You need to post a url or link to the place then. I googled and checked for the poll about AI being rigged and it does not come up on google for poll daddy or Rickeys. Can you give me more words or post a link at Frank's on the private screen? Are you not to come back here then and why? I will not come here then but I can't find where you need me to go. I will quick message at MJ's now.
Roger and I had a fight this morning about the Casey Anthony murderer trial. He says that justice system has worked because the prosecutors failed to provide a reasonably doubtful offense. I told him that she is a bloody murderer and got freed by jurors who were too stupid and scared to understand that there were not other suspects and to see that she never reported a baby missing after a long month. Michael, in Singapore she would be hanged by now. She would have a judge say she was guilty and it would be over. It is unfair that she is free when she killed her baby. So now Roger is talking like the lawyer in him and I am very angry with his flaw in his logic and his lack of emotion. I am wasting my words here when you will never read it. I will cut to paste this at the new place. I will send message to ask you on Frank's for a url link.
Not here.
Hi Michael, I tried to leave you a message at MJs too this morning and I hope you got it. I left one at Frank's too. Do you read here at all Michael? I hope your headache is better. I am so in awe of you and your life and what is happening. I am worried about Jeff and his melanoma mole. I looked it up on wikipedia and people can die from this so be sure he gets attention from the medic. Michael I think about Jeff and how cute you two are and how handsome as a couple too. Has he left yet? Is he now even richer that he will buy two more companies? Happy Birthday to him because I did not know. Is he turned 36 or 37? Were you to send me a link to a good spot? Send it here or at Frank's but only his private spot so he and Sarah do not spy.
I am packing for Hawaii now and am so excited. I got my course load from school and they have me down for 4 classes not 5. This is so good because I thought 4 was too stressing for me. I hope everything is okay now and I am so sorry that I responded to those bitter and callous posts and that I did not ignore her like you told me to do. I know we still need to talk about it all and what you shared about me. I know she is fabrication some to hurt me and make me hate you and I won't let her depraved games work. Let us move on and put in our past.
Michael, I cut to paste the recent posts from her and sent to the private part of Frank's site. I could not post a commenter and explaining there because that portion would be readable to Sarah and if she gets involved it turns worse. Michael, she is saying again that you have said negative things about me and our sexual relationship that we had when I visited, and that you have hid your negative feelings about me from me. First she is meaner and crueler than I thought if she is trying to betray what you shared with her in confidential or she is just being a cruel person by making it up to hurt me and trying to make me angry and mad at you again; this is what I think it is, the latter. She is a liar then and can't be entrusted. You read the comments for yourself. She is not too intelligent because she says "I could take you down, but out of respect for Michael I won't" then she tells me anyway that you told her that I forced myself on you thereby disrespecting you by revealing what you might have told her (which I assume you told her this , Michael or she is lying to deliver more hurtful knife wounds) and then says that she knows "what Michael's thoughts are concerning you" and infers that you dislike me but doesn't articulate the words and say Michael dislikes you, and still thinks that she is not betraying you? She must know she already said all and does not have to come out and say it. I forgot to forward you that post and it is a bad one. I will cut to paste that one now. It is one of the earlier ones so it will be out of sequential. Michael, how did she know you lent me money when I lived with my Alex? Did you tell everyone and complain that you helped me out? I never asked you for money and I offer to pay back and now you must let me. I have money now so I will insist to repay you.
I don't understand why she is obsessive about our lovemaking 2 years ago and why she always has to bring it up. She is very intimidated by our relationship. Her latest attack on me says "without betraying Michael he has told me what he really thinks of you, and I will only say that I am very happy and that I am very much at peace with that. He saw your visit completely different than you did and that is all I am going to say." There is more to her crap and she said more damaging and hurtful things that you suppose to have said about me, but you may read it all yourself with the cut paste job I did at Frank's. Has she not said enough? Does she think that this lie is not revealed enough? It is a betrayal of your confidence or an outright lie. Which is it Michael?
Thanks Michael :)
I responded to you at Frank's and now it is gone. I don't think Frank deleted, but it is weirded. His blog is not very user friendly. I will cut to paste the conversations starting with mine from 3 or 4 weeks passed when I commented on the gay insult infers to you when you were insulted and injured and her replying comment from 3 days passed. It was not my place and I do regret, but see if this was enough to incite the diabolical outrage she exhibited. You can see with your own eyes. Don't be angry at me. Remember who began this with me by the EW post when I had not chatted with her on line for a year or two. She accuse me of sticking my nose in the wrong place when she is the one who did this in the first place on EW so long ago. It began with her assault back on EW that she seems to try to convince you is to defend you. It was jealousy. She is so beneath you intellectually, academically and culturally Michael. Her threats to me are scaring me. You must read.
Michael, Please message me at Frank's when you return and settle back this night, or tomorrow when you are more alerted and less jet lagged. It is not about visiting any more but about another important concern. You will be very interested and concerned about this matter. I hope Liz and and baby are in good health if you had the time to visit with her. I left you the same message at Frank's and expect you will check there first.
Please tell that bitter doxy of yours to stop mocking people with mental illness and depression. How low can she really go from the gay slurs she shot at you about Jeff saying you were not manly and not a real man? Most white people have no indication of how it is to be slurred and exposed to subtle bigotries as we do. You can give her the benefit of doubts but I think you know the real truth of what was hiding in her brain and mind during that anger to impair you with gay jabbers. I was left a hurtful message telling me to go on anti-depressants. I know you must have told her about my struggling from this or how would she know to exploit this illness? For her to make light of this is inhuman. Teach that old dog some new tricks please. First the gay insults to you and Jeff and now the depression ones to me. What will happen next is she will be making Asian and Chinese slurs to both of us and jewish ones to you when she does not get her way again. I think it is evidence that she has grown too long on the wrong side of the tracks as they say here. Michael I know you told me you would not read here again but if you do tell her to stop with this assaults against something I am not able to easily combat. Why can't she be mature as her age and turn to the other cheek?
Michael, I read about Jeff in the news paper today on my subscriptions on line. It was very funny to see his name mentioned. He is a corporate celebrity in New York then? The piece on him that was short about his stock for his company and buying more shares was next to the piece of Linda Evangilista the model who had a baby with Salma Hayak's husband a billionaire New Yorker Business man too like Jeff, but not American, French. I don't think you need to worry about Jeff getting girls pregnant and having his babies! He was described as a wealthy business ceo and entrepreneur. I wished they had his picture in the piece that they ran about him. I am surprising to learn that he is only 36 and that he was not described as single or handsome, it was all just business.
Are you having fun in Europe or regret the decision to go there now? I hope you did not decided to break more hearts with your ego flirting. I hope we can resolve our conflicting thoughts and both move on. We should talk again . You stated that it was not needed but I think you can owe me one more conversation after everything Michael.
Michael, Are you collecting any hearts in Europe this week? Who are you going after now and I hope you are not flirting like your usual so they think you are free of responsibilities with now a baby and a possible fiance and gay lover. Make measures not to lead girls astray or in the opposite direction of your real intention. Few are really worth you and you may be overlooking what is right in front of your eyes. Does collecting admirers make you feel that big and with powers? I think Sarah was right about you all a long the way but I still appreciate your help giving to me with past issue and financial help and your respect. I will call you when you are not any longer as busy.
Michael, Have you listened tot he song Jar of Hearts? It reminds me of you. Have a good trip.
I hope you have fun in Belgium and in London or maybe Holland too. I am sorry that I cannot come to see you in New York. You told me over the call line you were just too busy. I see that now and how your life is crippling you. Michael having Jeff and E hanging on to you when you know they both want you so honestly and then sexing it with Megan and chasing other girls can stress out anyone and cause them some business. You broke my heart once already so I am glad at your honesty that you expressed to me about where you are headed in your life and having no room for me and others. You are hard to forget and I am enjoyed and grateful of how you treated me very well, respectful and kindly. I hope one day we will meet again. I know it Michael, I just know you will be with E and have a baby or two. I hope your son can live and have a good life. I hope that you can see the light of what E really wants and go to her 100%. She is your destiny. Why can't you just see that? She is the luckiest person in the world. Anyone would want to be her now. Having your baby and having your heart. I love you and will always miss you. You have touched me very deeply. You will never know how and you will never know why.
Love, L
Now you can wonder where did I find that name? I have read it all on the site that you and that mean witch love to talk of me. I feel a deep betrayal by you. Part of me thanks you for ignoring her cruel remarks of me, but you did not go far enough. Why do you let her say such horrible things about me when you know they are untrue? She is jealous of us because her boyfriend is a creep and a maniac like you said. Is the Long John name because of what I said about your penis sized? Are you joking about me and adding to my expense? I hate this blog and won't come back. Why are you telling her this much about Megan? She will call her and start trouble somewhere with Megan now and try to humiliate her like she did to me. I am something hurt that you went with Megan when you know I was willing to visit you and we could have had some personal time too. Why did you waste it for Megan when you don't know her as well as me? Don't visit that jealous witch if you are smart. She is a fortune digger and says this of me. I am not a welfare mother like her I am from a very wealthy family and you know that Michael. You should have told her that. I want to call you about all of this and more tomorrow.
I am feeling better Michael and I think we should talk. How is it that I call you at work tomorrow? You are to leave to Belgium, Holland and London on 29 of June so it is best we talk before that. I have many things I must share with you. I am sorry that it has taken my comments so long. I was devastated by your responding in that manner. I am very very low still but better than yesterday.
We must talk soon Michael. I will call tomorrow morning. When are you traveling to Yale?
Did I overreact? If so...sorry. Everything okay?
Look---I don't need this pressure. If you stress me out, I will discontinue communicating with you. I have a lot of things on my mind and babysitting you and pampering your silly whims is not on my agenda right now. I will let you know WHEN and IF there is a good time for you to visit. Okay?
Sorry...
When can I come to see you? When is the best time for you and when will Jeff be away and you have time to plan fun things for us? Must I wait until you get back from Belgium when all of the women will be after you such as Beatrice and Anna and having made love to you? That seems very dishonorable Michael. I think you should be true to E while you are with her in London and then I can come out when you are to return home. Does that sound good planning? We can be only friends if this is your desire. Michael if you don't want me to come out you should tell me plainly and not beat around a tree about it. I think I can make you feel better and you will help my mood. you know that Michael. I miss you very much, L :( :( :( :(
Hey L....J is coming out 24, 25, 26...earlier than he had planned. Then I am leaving on the 29th until 2 July....plans changed a bit. Not much room for your visit. I am really sorry. We can talk about it later. Okay?
I hope I can still come out. Won't you answer me? You are the one who made me sad and depressed Michael so you do not have to get mad at me. I only want to love you and to show you how much. :(
WTF! GIVE ME A BREAK! I'M BUSY! Stop the whining I'll talk to you later. Jeesh--get a grip--really, you cannot survive if you are always falling off the deep end when you don't see a message from me in the span of 48 hours. Have a piece of chocolate or a cup of tea and then breath into a paper bag. Get a grip, girl!
Later....
MICHAEL! I am literally in tears now uncertain to why you have not answered me. What have I done? Please let me know so I can function though this day! I am crying so much my face is dampened with my own tears! Why must you leave me hanging? :( :( :( :(
L
Where are you lost again? Would you like me before or after Belgium to come for my visit? I think before is better for all reasons but the time is getting close so I need to book it Michael! Is June 22 to June 26 or June 23 to June 27 good? This time is convenient for me with my studies not commencing until August and now the plane fare is very much expensive for last minute, but I am willing to pay it to see you even to consider that I am not working or brining in income. My parents gave me extra money with my tuition for pleasure and entertainment. Please don't disappoint me by changing last minute plans on me! That would surely be unfair to me my friend. I am very excited about visiting the big City again and very excited to see you and the statue of liberty and the Empire State building this time! Think of the fun we will have together my friend!
Love,
L
Michael, I have not heard from you so I will make my own arrangements to come out to see you. Flights from here are getting very expensive so you need to let me know before today before I book if there are better dates, or I will book what I think is the best. I am too frightened to stay in such an unknown big city myself so it is better for me if I come when Jeff is traveling out. I am excited to see my good friend once again.
L
Michael, Let us not be hasty with our decisions. Let us sleep on it and see if we can make a clearer decision tomorrow or the day next. It would do you good to have some company and have someone spoil you and treat you like solid gold. It would help me too with my depressive state. Why do not we wait until we have some rest and some time to consider all options. I know you will love having me around as your friend. I can take such good care of you and give you the attention that you deserve and have been lacking in your life.
Love, L
I should have written THROUGH July in that second sentence, not UNTIL.
Okay, I understand. J is in DC and flying to the West Coast intermittently as well until July. He comes home most weekends and when he can. He is not able to come home this weekend though. He said he will try Sunday night until Tuesday. We'll see. Not sure about you coming out and whether it is a good move. Sure I am lonely now but have much too much baggage that I am trying to sort. Will let you know if I change my mind. Okay?
You are so right Michael. I wasn't saying Beatrice was old even if she is only 2 years younger than my own mother. It seems old to a girl like me. I didn't mean to be disrespectful to her. You only seem so young and in good body condition and spry. I am offering an apology for my insensitive words. I should have known better than to say things that seem negative about someone you loved. I think you are awesome and should be with a young, fun, energetic girl in her twenties and that was all I was saying to you my friend. Can I come out? I would like to know soon. When is Jeff coming back home? Please don;t make me beg Michael! Don't be angry at me please. I can't take that and it would make me fall into depression!
I am nearly 39 and I look 39...LOL! Okay, maybe I look 38. I am not the hunk that my bf Jeffery is! Yes...Asians age well, better than caucasians....but the stress of my work and my life has aged my face, I believe. Please don't speak like that About Bea...I think she looks awesome and has a much younger demeanor and outlook than even I. 50 is not old and perhaps I prefer mature, worldly women. What you said is very judgmental and frankly, I don't like it. Younger women generally and in my experience, lack sophistication. Just sayin'
Hi Michael. Where are you? Did I ever tell you that I think you are the perfect man? You are. I know you think that I am too young for you but Roger is 7 years my senior so I enjoy older men! Casey was 6 years older too. Age is a relative and we are not far apart. I think you look very preserved and not over 32. Asians age better and I think because you are only part Asian that you look even better and should entertain younger women. When you said Beatrice was 50 I almost died a thousand deaths! Michael you look too young and have too young of a spirit to be with a woman of her age. I think E is your age and when you told me I thought even she was too old for you! You are fun and spirited with energy and a spark! I am proud and happy to call you friend. I can't wait to see you so please do not say no! Love you!
L
What if I told you that it is all set and I won't take no for an answer? how would you react to that ?
When is Jeff coming home for a visitation? Will he be gone until you leave for Belgium? If you are worried then can't I come out as a friend only ? How is that for a start?
Oh God...ummm...don't do that please. You are indeed trying to entice me. I am still thinking about this and feel badly leaving you hanging so maybe I should just say "no" right now. I'm sorry. I don't have an answer for you so it is best we just forego for now so as not to keep you hanging. And yes...that is my favorite thing to do to women.
Hi Michael, I think you are in avoidance because you are still unsure. Can I entice you? What if I told you that my favorite thing with a man is oral? Would that make you want to have me visit? What do you like from women and to do with women? I know from the blogs you like to do orals too. M, even if it was not a physical visit, I still am so anxious to see you again for non sex and to touch you and hug you. I really miss you and think you are so awesome!
I told Roger I might visit you and he asked me again if you still live with your gay boyfriend. I said that you did but did not tell him that Jeff was away from home to work travel. Was this dishonest since he did not ask? I told him you lived with your gay boyfriend and retarded brother and he seems very contented with that information. Love you! Tell me what to do handsome sexy brainy hot delicious guy!
Where have you been Michael? I need to make reservations soon if I am to visit so please tell me your choice. I miss you so much and cannot wait to hear you speak again and look in those beautiful hypnotizing pools of depth, your eyes.
Love you,
L
Liz's husband is not that old. He is ...I believe around 50. He is very light skinned and very pale complected so that could make him appear older in pics. His hair is very light (what he has left of it) and blondish so it may appear white in pics. He seems to be in fabulous physical shape ...but I guess I can see how he may appear, facially, a bit older. His high-powered career responsibilities have probably aged. As far as Liz...I think I know this actress of which you speak...as we saw a movie together years ago-- the title escapes me at the moment. But, it was with Russell Crow too and he played John Nash, the schizophrenic mathematical genius. The actress played his wife and on the way out of the theatre people were stopping Liz to tell her that she resembled this actress you mentioned. Then she was hearing it all of the time. I suppose I could see the resemblance: dark hair, blue eyes, fair skin, fine features...a very anglican bone structure, irish--english--WASP facial features.
Running is great for stress release and to ward off depression...just make sure you eat enough so you are not melting too many calories. you are indeed very tiny in stature and probably need to gain a few. I am not sure I have a physical "type" Ellery, as far as females are concerned. To be honest...I like rounder and semi-ample breasts (sorry) though I am not averse to smaller ones...I like any type of boobs unless they are fake or very pendulous. I like some curves...though certainly Bea was very slim and not too curvy and Liz was also very slim...but had gained some weight since we last dated (she need to) and I liked the extra poundage on her...she has a nice round ass now and some titties (got much bigger with her pregnancy and I liked it). I guess I do not like very fat women...or men...for that matter. Ana was rather plump in the buttox...unusual for French women...she definitely was curvy and was trying hard to lose weight. But it was her body type...the extra pounds were in all of the right places. For some reason...most of the women I do date tend to be slimmer, like me. But, truth be told...I don't think I have a type. I like plesant-looking, pretty women. Not so unusual.
I don't know, L...I still need to think about this more. I'm leaving end of month for Belgium and London and need to get my brother settled...and J has been gone and will be traveling to close these deals until mid-late July. He might be home in between and at the time you are expected. this will add another complicated element. I miss him very much now and will only be thinking about seeing him if you come here; and I'll also be pre-occupied about thinking of seeing Elizabeth when she meets me in London late June--early July. I need to figure out what I want...on a grander scale...and then maybe all of the pieces will fall into place. Let me think a bit more about it please. You know where my feelings lie and you need to be realistic...and if this were an arrangement which I am to allow...I'd need to talk to J first. I won't lie to him and I need to make sure he is cool. But don't get your hopes up please. I really just don't know. Big doubts here.
Do you really want to, potentially, lose Roger over this? s it worth the risk. think about that. Okay?
Michael, You have not replied and I will assume you are busy at work. I ran today 3 miles and am so out of breath! Roger laughs at me. He says if I lose any weight I will waste away! Michael do you like small and petite girls like me or girls with more curves? I think you said Liz was very tall but thin too like me, but I am only 5 feet from the ground, so not tall! I have been wanting to tell you something for a while now. I want you to trust me and I am telling you even though Frank and Sarah would not show me the picture until I promised not to tell you. Frank posted a picture of E's husband and E that he found on line on the private site part so no fears about it leaking out to unknowns. In early April Frank and Sarah looked up Liz's husband from something you said about his company type and his country of origin and found a google a picture of him with E (the caption read his name and her name which is Elizabeth refer to her as his wife, and the same last name as him) the picture was taken at a benefit for the NY ballet and Frank and Sarah said her husband looked old and she looked like the actress named Jennifer Conley. Jennifer Conley is one of my favorites too and she is so pretty Michael. She was in a movie that I loved called He's Just Not That Into You. She was also in another favorite movie of mine Blood Diamond which was really so good too. Have you seen these movies? Sarah then said it is shocking that you get such attractive people to like you like Jeff and Elizabeth and said it was a "mystery" why. How old is her husband and is he in love with him? I will bet that she is not and that she is in love with only you Michael.
I hope you have been thinking about my visit and I am willing to come as a friend if that is more suitable for you now.
L
I am trying to run and exercise for physical fitness and health. Exercise also helps with depression too and makes me feel more positive with moods. I hope you have been thinking about a visit. Oh please don't disappoint. I will explain to Roger so you don't feel guilt.
I realize you do not have my number to call me. So can I call you at work today or can you e-mail me from Frank's board? I am very happy to travel out now and make you feel very good. I care about you as a trusted and good friend. I can make it worth it very much and you know that. I know what you like Michael.
Love, L
Michael, Don't worry about your honesty about me. I know that you feel no romance toward me. I never thought in my wild dreams that someone like you could fall for me because of who you are. I know you are special and very stirring, thrilling and intoxicating and I am just a very average girl of no consequence to someone like you. I could be your friend and treat you kindly and offer you some affection. I would like to do that once more with you and I think it is only natural. You miss E and you said you think the absence is now semi permanent. I can fill in for that void for only a few days and then be gone, but always remain your friend. I want so desperately to be with you and I will make it a thrill and never hurt you with strong words or actions that defeat my goal of loving you. I can do whatever you like. Call me. Let it happen. I know what you would like very much for certain things.
Love,
L
Let me think a bit about this. Okay? I don't know....I have a lot on my plate now. Our last episode was not really memorable for me... and I am sorry to confess this. I don't want to feel like I am using you. Let me think about this some more, and you need to think about this too. A friendly visit is one thing...but waving your pussy and offering yourself up in front of some men could have serious emotional consequences. You should not do that. If you succeed at weakening me (and I am merely a man and have my limits...) then you may regret it. I really don't want to hurt you.
I have been down this road before with women wanting only friendship or supposedly only brief "no strings" sex....and it always ends up with them wanting more or confessing their true feelings. There is not a place in my life for you. Understood? I do not love you...I like you very much and think you are a sweet young lady...but certainly not love. I need to be clear. Okay?
Hi M!! I was thinking about you last night! I told Roger I might visit you and Tanya in NY (Tanya is my friend from Fidelity) soon and he supports it! He knows you are bisexual and knows you are living with Jeff. Roger says to me "Ellie, if he is living with a gay man for a year then he's gay." I laughed because Roger has no basis for his thoughts and has not met you and doesn't know how sexual you are with women and how you give that seducting look with your eyes! You are so unique Michael. Do you remember last time Roger got mad when I was to visit you because I talk about you so much? This time I talk about you and Jeff as a couple and now he is happy that you have a gay lover who lives with you. When Roger traveled to Arizona he had sex with a girl he met and he was acting very weirded when he arrived back home. He told me it was unplanned and short lived. I cried and he was very apologizing and even cried himself too for hurting me. Then we decided that since we are not yet engaged that we can date temporarily if we tell the other person. It is better than being cheaters. The first one I thought of was you and then I agreed to Roger that in isolated cases we can sometimes be with other people and be open. I thought I would share that for thought food for you! Michael, I love Roger, but he is not giving me that exhileration and force that I get when I see you or my old boyfriend from DC. He lacks passion Michael. Our physical life is good but I don't have that oomph feeling. Do you know what that is? Don't make me sad by casting me aside again. I don't need more depression and to go through that pain again. Take a chance on me! It can be as little or as much as you want. I love Roger so you have no worries about me chasing after you for security or for a husband. That is so silly since you are lovers with Jeff ! After my two years masters I am thinking of moving to NYC for a job because it is very competitive in my field. NYC has more companies for my study area.
If I come out what would you like me to do? I can do anything you want to do Michael. It is in your hands.
Michael, You know that Jeff is handsomer than Adam Levine, do you not! You just want more male sex you dirty fresh boy with your misbehavings! I will keep asking to come to you for a visit until you say yes! Sarah has brought up the topic of you again.
M, please tell me about E and why you are being so secret about her now. How is she and is she still pregnant? She loves you so much and you have to know that. I wish I could be Elizabeth, the girl who holds the key.
Please say we can get together! Roger will understand and I promise this!
Oh yes.....I would love to f*** his ever-loving guts out. He is awesomely sexy and is such a colossal fucking turn on. Too bad he's straight...but, a dude can dream. See...I'm 'gayer' than you thought..LOL! Check out his nude Cosmopolitan shot with the chick's hands over his cock. Then check out the video to 'Misery"...yes, hot, hot, hot. LOVE that fucking sexy piece of man candy. He makes me very stiff for sure. Sorry for the bluntness. I know I generally don't 'talk' this way around you...but now since you are 25 (or almost 25??) ...LOL!
I don't know L...I need to think about all of this, L. You are sweet to want to see me...but not sure if any of this is in your best interest. I am afraid that things will happen and we...or I...will regret it. I am not the slow moving gentlemanly type in bed...generally, I tend to be better received by woman who have experienced some things sexually...okay? I can't go through the motions and pretend to be more romantic than I am...or be respectful in an old-fashioned way. I get down and dirty honey and you may not like it. Seriously. But...let me think about your offer, please.
Major migraine....ouch!!
If you have changed your mind you can go to Frank's where my e-mail is posted under the "former idols" categories. Then you can send me an e-mail so we can talk privately. I have many private and enticing things to share with you darling. It will be worth your investment of time. I have been thinking of some things in my curious and creative mind! Don't be swayed by your doubts. They are not real and only irrational fears. Take a chance on me!
Michael, I saw on Rickey's blog that you have a very big crush on Adam Levine, frontman for Maroon 5! I was laughing because I love sexy Adam too! Maroon 5 is one of my favorite bands! What do you find hot about Adam? He is straight Michael and has a girlfriend who is a famous model. Do you watch Adam on The Voice?
Where should I leave messages to you? On here, MJ's, or on Frank's private? Frank's could be a mishap because Sarah is a sneak and peek and will look for my messages. I only do not know when to go to get messages to you darling! Please do reply to my last message about a much needed visit. Love you.
M!!!
I successfully over a long period of time and persistence found this poll again! Did you get all of my messages asking for assistance? I found your reply from yesterday at MJ's and do you want to settle there and not here? She has not caught up with all of our messages yet but will soon! Your concerns over me are all in your head! Don't trust what you feel when you are lonely it is wrong. I am not going to be dependent and fall madly in love for only a short visit with you!
Michael, I must tell you again and with candor that you are wrong about my intentions. Your feelings of the gut are off kilter and you have to accept this. I only want to make you feel better with whatever method you employ. I will not expect reciprocation or involuntary assurance. You have pushed my offers away and at a time when you need a strong woman, I can be this for you. I am with Roger so you wouldn't have to be concerning about my clinging to you. He is my future right now Michael. Let me come out and offer you some affection and friendship. I am like E in a way that I am amenable to everything when it is with a trusting and passionate partner. Take a chance on me Michael. We need to talk private about all of this and I should call you or you should e-mail me very soon. Let me care for you while Jeff is away. He knows your needs for women and he is rather it to be me, a woman who knows you and who is with another partner in a relationship so I pose no threat emotionally. I can make you feel very good and appreciated. I promise this to you. Your concerns and your worries are way off on this M. How can I convince you that I only want what is best for you, in all ways as a man to please you? If you are leaving for Europe on June 29, I can come out before then.
I don't know Ellery. It really feels wrong and I do not wish to hurt you again. I am fine and have an abundance of love in my life. I need to focus on the good that I have. While I don't want to make you feel badly...you need to know that if it were my desire to see you...to be with you in that way...I would have alerted you long ago. I would have offered an invitation to come see you or you see me. I never did. It is not you...it is just how I feel, the level of attraction I have for you. You are sweet, adorable and very pretty...but very young for me and I don't know that we have the chemistry to be together again in that way. Are you certain that you and Roger have an open relationship? The last time we were together, I felt very uncomfortable with what we did for this reason: your age and my lack of sexual attraction toward you at the time. I am so sorry. It really does touch me that you want to be there for me...when others have rejected me. It is meaningful. Thank you.
I am pretty much resigned that Liz is out of the picture for the time being. Perhaps forever, as a love interest. She still calls me periodically and e-mails me each day. I rarely respond. As far as Megan...I guess I don't feel right about contacting her now after everything and yes, in retrospect, it was wrong of Liz to force my hand at ending my friendship with Megan. J supported this too, but mostly because Liz was pregnant with my baby and he felt it was too much having him as a lover, pregnant Liz as my lover and soul mate and then adding Megan as a lover/gf. She was nice and could have offered me some comfort now, when I really need it and have nobody. J is okay with me being with women...especially now that he is gone and traveling so much. Another man would kill him...but I won't do that to him, not ever. But, I'm not sure how I feel. I don't think I want to even meet anyone new, a woman. In fact, I know I don't. It will be just me, my hand and my porn clips, LOL!
:( sorry
Michael, I love your post. I will come out to see you. I know you don't feel for me what you feel for E or Ana and Bea or any of the women you have fallen for. I am like E in the way that I am amenable to anything if it is with you. I am compelled to help you and be with you. I mean it Michael. I could make you feel better and give you some things you are missing. Trust me and ask for my help. I would tell Roger so it is in the open. He dated a girl in May for 2 days in Arizona. I was mad at first but agreed it was okay.
I know some of these things that you shared that you like to do with girls and Frank told us all last summer. With Roger and with Alex they wanted things that I did not always like or enjoy and were near unusual and different from what I delivered sexually. I did do some but if you wanted me to do them, I cannot properly explain, but it would feel right with you. I understand how E feels. Let me help you. I promise not to fall too hard. I know what our experience was last time was made to be ugly and perverse by Sarah deriding me and belittling me as a whore and by QS's dirty mind. I know you felt it was just meaningless and physical. It is okay Michael. Things will be different than back two years ago. Can I call you at work? Would you give me your e-mail now? I have money from my parents for air travel and would like to see you while you are lonely and Jeff is away for these many weeks. Will you consider me?
I forgot to mention that one of the reasons (and there are a few) that Liz recently told me she went w/ her hubby to try to work it out...or to see if their marriage had legs...is because of my orientation. She told me that in the past she felt as if it was a simple matter of me "not fitting into a box of any description". That is roughly how I referred to myself, as having "ambiguous orientation." Now she sees me as a full, active, practicing bisexual living in a relationship, a 'family', with a man. And she says...it is hard for her to fathom how I can give up an attraction so strong. And even if I do give it up for her now...how could I later, down the road give it up in other situations with other men I may meet. She needs time to digest and accept. She needs me to convince her that everything will be okay. She needs me to tell her what to do...... it's hard..... I won't do that. Which means I lose her.
This must be the last word on her. Okay? I can't take this. Sorry. I needed to get some of this out today and J isn't around and Sheila thinks I'm a dick to Liz. So you asked...and you got a proverbial mouthful. LOL!
LOL! I cannot explain what it is about Liz. I suppose I have known her for a while and my love, even during the very long absence, continued to grow. She is very considerate and sweet, serene, calm, and at the same time...imperfect. I cannot explain why I love her. Yes, there are things I love about her. She is sexy and does anything I ask of her...never says no to my desires. She is the only woman who has been completely consensual, even when I push the envelope a bit. That is a turn on. A huge one. She trusts me...no matter what. She told me many times that the things we do she would never do with another man...but with me, it is all okay and good. That is so awesome to hear. I can't explain exactly why. She is very articulate and keenly intelligent, wise, trusting. She surrenders herself to me and forgives me for everything. The feelings I have are akin to a groundswell, an emotional groundswell. I cannot control it or really always understand it. But it's natural, real and organic. Okay? Thank you for caring enough to ask me. It feels good to get this out. None of this means we are destined to be together, which is sad. The hard truth is that we probably will not. I can deal with this as long as she is content in her decision.
Why platonic only with these 3? Well, Bea is engaged to be wed sometime this summer or early fall to her longtime beau...besides, starting something up again with her would be a mistake. I think we are both past our longing for one another. Ana...well, I do not wish to hurt her again and she has a steady boyfriend with whom she is quite smitten. This would be unfair of me to entice her back into my bed with no intentions other than pleasure...at this point that is all my heart cares to offer now. She will not make a move on me. She wants to be faithful to her lover. Additionally, I am trying very hard to control my sexual desires as it seems to constantly lead to emotional disappointment for me...except where J is concerned. I believe that intercourse and other types of coitus play a very strong role in human bonding. For me...while it may start out as being used solely for pleasure..sexual intimacy and intercourse leads to a stronger human bond. That's how I am. And that is why I don't like to have sex with those I do not know at all. I know where, for me, it can lead to emotionally....I don't think I can handle that now. I don't know. Soooooooo...as far as Liz, she is with her husband now...for all intents and purposes....so I do not feel comfortable continuing our sexual relationship. Right now she has decided to be indecisive...but is still physically with him, living with him. I don't want to be her "on the side" anymore. This was not how it was supposed to be. Before it was less defined, more as if we were leading somewhere and her husband was a mere obstacle to our happiness. Not anymore. she is now with him presumably deciding what she wants. I do not believe in infidelity...and while I know I am the one she loves, it is not right to continue with her when she has decided to continue in the marriage for now. She knows this and she knows I am serious about it. I only wish I had known the last time I made love to her that it was to be the last time. I don't want to talk about her anymore please.
Michael, You say for different reasons you will remain platonic when visiting your old girlfriends. What are the reasons? I am becoming very curious.
Hi Michael! I am happiest when you appreciate my humor! It feels good to give you a laugh and brighten up your spirit. Michael, Frank is now much better at not discussing you but is still continuing his vice. He has made it like you and Nils were having a man affair and says that it is obvious to all those on your technical site that Nils had love for you and that you were both engaged in many long and personal chattings. Frank still talks about Jeff but not as much as before you banned him from the technical place. He gives hints at stuff but doesn't come out and say that you reported anything with specifics. Now that Sarah is back they talk about you and Sarah says things like "is he gay this week or bi or straight?" Then she says "I wonder if Elizabeth caught wind yet that her baby-daddy is a gigolo." Frank sticks up for you at the start and then gets sucked into the gossip and says things like "as long as M is keeping them both happy in the fuck department they won't be retreating especially since she is married to a rich old guy and only needs an affair, not M's money. M is perfect for her in that case." I am sorry Michael that Frank and Sarah want to dismiss you and the warm, kind person that you are. They don't know you like I do. You must tell me about E and what is happening.
It makes me sad to think you might be residing in London. It is so far away. I always have a fantasy that we could get together for a visit and living there would make it impossible. Michael, if you need anything from me you know I am here. I would come out and keep you company and do whatever you ask of me. Like you said before Michael, it is feast or famine with you. Is it a famine now with Jeff traveling so often to close his deal and E out of USA? Ana has been filed to the past and Megan restricted out of your life by E and Jeff. That was a mistake Michael. She was good and kind to you and made you feel good about yourself like you deserve. They had no right to force her away from you and I hope you see that. Now E has left and she made sure you also did not have Megan for company.
What is it about E that struck you so and made you love her? What did she do to win your heart? Does she still own the key? What has happened to her and to the baby? Did she have a misbirth or is she still pregnant?I heard she maybe had a misbirth Michael in Netherlands while traveling. This is from Frank who hinted only at this. It will depress you so please confirm if it's true. I can make you feel better if you are depressed and hurting. Take a chance on me. Tell me about E and why you still love her so much, what is it that grabbed you?
You said that my lump was benign and I was scared as I have never come across this term but when I read it meant "good" I am feeling a relief. I trust you and your expertise more than I can plainly express. I already feel better!
So, you are using "Guggenheim" now...is that a hint? LOL!
Please don't expect a lot of chatting from me..I'm too damn busy. I have been on the blogs with brief comments...but not really bored enough at work to warrant the long deliveries of my past!
Haven't you learned that Frank jumps to conclusions, intentionally, to create drama? Nils is a dude I met on line well over a year ago (18 mo-2 years?) and who I converse with regularly (he is on the tech site and other sites I access. He is a cardiologist so is familiar with my health issues). Nils is gay...he knows I am not. He knew about J and my other love life complications before coming to NY. He had a med conf and wanted to visit with me since I live here---not an earth shattering notion. J was here and he met him. He stayed with us 2 days...in my spare...and then he went to his hotel once the conference began. I am not really attracted to him. He is good looking for sure...but very scandinavian looking. He met Jeffery so surely felt trumped from the onset. He tried to kiss me once...on the lips..a peck..I let him and then said "ain't gonna happen, dude." He said "I know. Sorry." That was it. Frank needs to get laid soon and stop fantasizing. J felt perfectly comfortable having Nils stay with us and fine with me having dinner with him twice and site-seeing. I told Jeffery about the kiss..and he said "can't blame a guy for trying". So...I really don't care what Frank thinks or says to be honest.
Who has my heart? Well, it's on hiatus now. Jeffery is great.. very busy. He is in the process of closing a deal for another company...a merger in effect...this will make him an even wealthier man. I respect his business acumen and his keen insights. One of the companies he is purchasing has offices in NY, Hong Kong and London. He mentioned that he will be spending a lot of time in London and asked if I'd consider moving there with him...and Dan. I thought for a moment and replied "yes, I would consider that." He was a bit surprised, pleasantly so. I am feeling I could use a change now. From the stress of this (NY) city life, the personal disappointments and just from the daily grind. I could easily find a job in London with the connections I've made. Having lived there in the past as a teen...it is like a 2nd home to me. I would bet my company could arrange a permanent transfer. But it is really not even in the works yet. I guess the thought of a permanent relo to the UK is both exciting and daunting. We will see. J may very well be needed in NY ...he is not 100% sure and won't be until this deal is finalized. He has been in DC as well and not home that much lately. I suppose a large part of me would like to leave everything behind and start fresh. It's been pretty lonely here lately...just me and bro.
I'll bet the lump is benign. They can do an ultrasound first to determine whether it is solid or not. And if it is solid, it is best you get the needle biopsy. Overwhelming chances are that, given your young age, it is fine. don't worry. Drs. tend to be hyper-vigilent with younger women when finding breast irregularities. Bea had breast cancer before I met her and underwent a mastectomy (at age 38?). She had only one breast and never opted for reconstruction. Didn't bother me. She tells me she found a very hard, round lump and for months, the Drs. told her it was fine. But she waited so long that it had spread to other areas of her breast. She is fine and healthy now. So, don't let it go. These things are very curable when caught early. Okay?
Speaking of Bea...I am seeing her at the end of this month. It is her 50th birthday party in Belgium and I am going. Not sure if J can make it...probably not at the rate he's going. Better that he not come as I am stopping in London to check on the flat...will see Ana and will see make arrangements to see Liz too. 3 woman with whom I've loved and my meeting with them will all be purely platonic, for different reasons.
Michael!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy you made it to me!! I left you messages at all of the other places with details and questions too and I didn't check here because I felt you had all but abandoned it! If it is your wish I will only come here and discontinue leaving many messages at the other blogs. Is this your wish Michael? There are many urgent things to share with you. Did you read any of my other messages? I think you have so I will not reiterate in narrative rundown.
I thought you might get kicks out of the last name I put here under my name. Is this funny or what? I hope you got a chuckles!
I am worried that I have a breast lump, a cyst, that needs to be biopsied. Do you think it could be cancer at my age and should I be worried? Your knowledge and support always puts me at ease.I trust your opinions and assurances so much! More than I trust Roger's. It would help if you called me or e-mailed to me so we could talk privately about it.
Did E have a miscarriage? I think that is what Frank said happened when she went to Netherlands or to her UK travels with her husband. He was not specific but was indirectly implying that she had one. You must have posted about it on the technical site you share. I am so sorry if this be true Michael and my heart will cry and bleed fro you in your time of great pain and mourning for your baby. Please share it with me here or on MJ's private board (she has not erased so we can talk there now). I want to be there for you because I know how much you appreciate this when people comfort your sad state. I love you for real my little puppy.
Who has your heart now? I heard from Frank on his site that Nils from Sweden visits with you in NY and Frank also hints that you and Nils are lovers. Is this true? I don't believe him Michael. How is Jeff? Are you moving to London as permanent and forever as Frank says? Tell me this is another Frank falsehood.
I hope the lump is unserious. Talking to you would make it seem better. Please don't ignore my calls Michael just as I need to speak with you. I wish you would extend an invitation to me for NY or ask to visit me here when Roger is away, but that will never happen, will it? It is my secret wish of my life.
Love you. L
Hey Ellery. Yes...I got all of your messages...seemed like hundreds, LOL! Please don't call me again at work...nothing personal. I can't believe you still saved my work number and direct line. I don't recall the last poll that we chatted on here so this may be why I never saw your messages at Rickey's..okay? Please relax. MJ still has several of your messages up privately...they were not deleted as of this morning. Please stop tracking me down in this manner it gives the appearance of stalking...even though I realize this is not your intent nor your goal.
So, calm down ...I've received your messages and will return here or on MJ's priv when I have more time to chat. Makes little sense to return to the former poll on which we chatted as all eyes were watching there...if you catch my drift. Don't allude to this poll anywhere like on EW or on the prior poll we utilized on Rickey's. Okay? I am pretty busy and don't have an abundance of time to chat...but can check in now and then. What did you need to tell me? I'll go back to Frank's and MJ's and check your messages...as I only skimmed them. anything serious?
M
Where are you darling? Cannot you find me here?
Michael, I think it will be good to talk here since Sarah can't find it and won't be spying and that wretched witch who betrayed us won't know where we are because she might check the old one that she crashed before and where she spread many lies. It took me 2 days to find this poll, so it will take her a year because she seems uneducated and simple, just as Sarah is. Until you feel comfortable giving me your e-mail we can chat here. Michael, the worse thing for me would be for us to lose contact forever. You have treated me better than any other man I have known even better than my own father has, even better than Roger has. It would make me more depressed than I already am if we never talk again. I have left you 9 messages at places telling you I found my way here, but have not heard your response. Why Michael? If you rather for choice exchange our e-mail, that would be easier and not be the cause of my frustrations and depressions. In case the wretched jealous troll finds us we should consider e-mail. What do you say? What were her homophobic comments about Jeff and you? That is disgusting Michael. She is anti gay because she is a bigot not because she likes you. That is terrible to make gay slurs when Jeff is your gay lover and is such a good man to you and to Dan. Older people don't understand that this generation is accepting and welcome of sexual differences. I hate her now. Sarah always says stuff too just like her and she pretends to be so progressive but then she also says gay slurs and hints at you being feminine and not manly just like the witch does. I always tell her that you are very masculine and do not have the stereotype traits and have a deep voice and are very much manly. She was jealous of me and our relationship the same as the bigot witch is.
I left you my e-mail at Frank's many times. Use it if you would prefer it. It is hard to get on these polls for me Michael.
I am very excited about Hawaii and Roger says he has booked a boat tour and a helicopter island hop! He just bought me a new digital camera for our trip. I need a vacation so I can stop being so stressed up when school starts. I found out that Casey, my ex boyfriend from D.C. is coming to my area is August and even Roger said he could visit and to stay with us. I was surprised at that. It will be nice to see him after so long but I would rather it was you visiting me Michael. Erin and Stacey are coming to SF in August late so I will try to meet up with them too. I have been busy and happy except for some depression. Hearing from you will help with that!
Love you,
L
Hi Michael! I think I found it! Will you post here if this is the place for us? I miss you my friend!
Love,
L
@ MB & T
Queer.
HA! MB, Kassandra, Keith, etc. is obsessed with Adam in a big, horny way! Why does he have to try so hard to convince himself and everyone else how much he hates Adam and how everyone else should despise Adam too? It's funny. Does he know that Adam's sexuality threatens him? He is a frustrated homosexual and prob doesn't even realize it. Come back, MB! Show everyone those IP addys. gigglle giggle. snicker snicker!! Pretty soon he will be disguising himself as an Allison fan--instead of a Kris fan--in an effort to hide his homosexual desires. You have real problems.
MB and xxvii,
Get a new gig, man! You post all over Ricky's lame-ass site trying to recruit everyone to hate Adam.Sure, like they'd listen to an imbecile like you. You're too stupid and nobody here is quite dumb enough to buy your load of crap. You are on other polls here and threads under many many different names (not too hard to figure out, you idiot). You are the original VFTW wannabe reject. Try some new attacks--sparkle cow is passe even over there.
T--it's best to not feed the animal. And unless he is a judge--he has no information on anyone's IP address--no software in the world will reveal what he claims. He is a lying (and yes, and a very desperate) piece of crap who is way too obsessed with Adam. Like ...to an unhealthy degree. I suspect we have some identity issues. Go home MB, xxvii, keith, etal. You are boring and getting old fast. Dudes don't obsess over other dudes this much. You are psychotically obsessed with Adam! Jsut ain't normal.
Oh wow, Kris is touring the Phillipines? Oh, how impressive, LOL! But, why can't he tour the USA?? Hmmmmmm.....
For a guy, you seem to know an awful lot about Kris. Really odd. Remember though, he is straight...and married. Don't get your hopes up.
Be my guest go right ahead. Feel free to publish my IP address too. Complete BS!! I am not obsessive about anything--but you are totally obsessed with Adam Lambert. The question is : Why? Why does he effect you in such an pathological, extreme way? I think my initial analysis is correct.
You are a silly little angry man with nothing better to do. You think you are scaring me by threatening to publish my work's IP? You have no idea what it is. Prove it by publishing it here. Go ahead. Don't be shy. Ha ha ha ..you are so desperate! I am not gullible and stupid like you so I will call your bluff. You claim to "know who I am", but so far, you've got my gender, age and weight wrong. what else DON'T you know about me? Where is my location? Since you (ahem!) purportedly have my IP, you Most certainly know my location. Go ahead, reveal in this poll all my obsessive qualities--show "the people" how obsessive I am. Ha ha ha. Go right ahead, head case, we're all waiting...OoOoOoOoOoOoh...I'm scared!!!!!!!!!
Don;t respond with BS, respond with specifics. Let's see if you aren't just blowing smoke out of your as*. Yup, just what I thought.....
Yeah, that's why Kris is touring ASIA, has millions of new fans, is making tons of money, while your overrated tranny is prancing around on "vacation" with his cross dressing tranny friends. I know who you are, too "T", I know exactly who you are. You don't think you can find anything out by an IP address. You're a HUGE Glamtard, you're all over the place with your obsession. You want me to show the people here how obsessed you are?
@Haley
You are absolutely correct, MB is "hating on" Adam because his love interest, Kris, is getting zero attention and negative critical review. Sad, isn't it? What an empty existence. Poor little angry man :( :( :(
You are very transparent.
I don't "love" Adam to the degree that you think. I think he is talented and I am not intimidated by him, as you are.
And for someone who hates Adam so much, you seem to know a hell of a lot about him. Certainly more than I. Oh yes, so very transparent, little angry man. Don't blame celebrity whom you never met for your self-loathing and feelings of inferiority.
Now run along and find that job!
Oooooh, T, you're really deep. I can guarantee you you're a fat, middle aged lonely woman. Ooooh, yeah, I'm a latent homosexual because I can't stand this screeching, screaming, prancing, mincing, wailing, drug abusing, cross dressing tranny who should skip his nasty butt back to gay theater. One of these days somebody is going to put your little glittery d-bag back in his place, and I'll be there LMAO when it happens.
I love Whattaya Want. I heard played it a few times on my fav station, but not for a few weeks. I don't understand why it's not being played more, but I am not buying the pestering pushy fans excuse. I am sure if it in fact is valid, it's isolated. To the Adam hating jerk, you have every right to be a Kris fan, but don't hate on Adam because Kris isn't getting attention. I like them both, I just prefer Adam's music. All of Adam's fans are not fat, ugly, female and old. I'm not. Well, I am female.
MB,
Seriously, are you a homosexual or a latent homosexual? It's pretty odd for a straight guy to get all worked up and hot under the collar over a male AI contestant. Really. It's fine if you are, just asking. Have you explored the possibility that, perhaps, Adam threatens you because you are latent and maybe you, subconsciously, feel an attraction toward him? Seriously, nobody hates somebody this much whom they never met. Like I said, it's okay. I am just trying to understand from whence came this anger, angst, and unwavering allegiance and belligerent defense of Kris Allen. You're not his dad and I am assuming you are not his brother. So, tell me. Gay? or Gay and hiding it? Gay and very unhappy about it? Which one?
Such an interesting study in abnormal psychology! Goodnight ;)
--T
Oh.I see--so it's "LONELY, little angry man". Feel soooooooooooo sorry for you :(
It must really suck being MB :(
Wow! All Adam Lambert fans are basically douchebags and sparkle cows! haha! get a life and get a job, don't push yourself so much with these forums because Adam wont thank you for doing these. In fact he hates you so much for being such a tool! Just being real, he doesnt care about you! Haha!
Fat lonely delusional cow.........
Little angry man................
and dr. know, you're a fat obnoxious delusional cow. good luck with THAT. I can take meds for schizophrenia, fat, ugly and delusional is forever, so you're stuck with that.
hey mb, btw, you're a hallucinatory schizophrenic. thought you ought 2 know. good luck with that.
http://www.billboard.com/charts/hot-100#/charts/hot-100?begin=21&order=position
Kris keeps climbing in the charts, while your overrated screaming idol runner up stays well behind.
Whatever you obnoxious and delusional lamebert "fans" say. I've heard Kris on the radio 4 times today.
"Little angry man", that's so funny! Nobody plays Kris. I think he is hoping that everyone forgets about this bomb and gives him another chance next year for his 2nd album (unless his record label drops him). My roommate loves Kris, but only because she thinks he's cute!
@ MB, the angry little man :(
Sure. Okay. Riiiiiiiiight. I bet Kris is all over the airwaves! Like any radio station can take that risk. But, that's okay, little angry man. I understand :( Life can be so cruel folks like you! Unfair!
Well, little angry man, I have to get back to work. You know, that thing that normal, socially adjusted people do to contribute to society. Ever heard of it? lol! Now go clean your mom's basement!
Well, being the HUGE cow you are, you probably do a LOT of pooping. Guess what song in on the radio RIGHT NOW? "Live Like We're Dying", and it's the 4th time I've heard it today. Your "superstar" can't even get any radio play. That's ok, maybe he'll do another AMA type stunt to get himself back in the news.
No prune juice, thanks, I already pooped today. But thanks again for your concern, little angry man! :) :) :) ;) ;) ;)
Poor T. Go back to your knitting, prune juice and Geritol, dear, you're getting yourself worked up again.
It's a cool song and I hear it on my station from time to time, but not nearly enough! I agree that Rickey's poll is worded in anti-Adam verbage, as usual. But that's okay, we know Adam is a star and that he deserved to be the Idol and that he is the one invited to all of the award shows and talk show, not Mr. one-dimensional boring.
@MB
a little gift for you, compliments of 'Yahoo News':
article title: Kris Allen Worse Sales for American Idol Debut Album
"Poor Kris Allen--turns out he's not much of an American Idol because his debut album only sold a disappointing 80,000 in it's first week according to Billboard. It's hard to believe anyone could have done worse than Taylor Hicks, but the reigning American Idol's sales have landed him his debut at number 11 which is the weakest debut of any winner!"
Wow! What a talent, LOL!
What do you have to say, MB? oohhhhh...I'm gloating...:) :) :)
@MB
Like I said crazy person: Anger management much?
And I'm entitled to my opinion. Kris SOLD OUT a concert venue in the Phillipines. Lamebert can't even sell out a 3,500 seat casino. Get over the fact that he's NOT the superstar you hoped he would be and didn't win American Idol for a reason.
@MB, wow, you are an angry person! Anger management much?? I am entitled to my opinion, thank-you-very-much! I am sure Kris is very popular in Arkansas. "nuff said.
To #1, I hear Kris' stuff on the radio ALL THE TIME, he's very radio friendly. I never hear Lamebert. At least my city has good taste in music. Kris's CD is sold out at my local Walmart, Lamebert still has the same 3 rows of them left on the shelf, and they've been there for months. Kris is also on tour in Asia. What is your little boy toy doing? Making himself pretty to go out and party every night with his drag queen friends. That's a good way to promote an album. He can't even sell out a stupid casino in California.
I just heard it play yesterday on my local station. Sounds like more Adam bashing on this site! No surprise. Don't you love how the poll options are phrased? Let's have one about Kris' non-existent music. Have never heard any of his songs on the radio----and how is his album selling, btw? LOL!