I think you are a tzaddik. Your precocious, pure , mystical, spiritual realization is "Ein Sof". And I don't think you can get any higher. Get any deeper. But it doesnt, at first glance and certainly not without understanding, jive with kitchen Judaism. Which is a great Judaism. But is still kitchen Judaism. We have many many layers to our religion. All religions have many layers. You just happened to have plunged faster, deeper, earlier to one of its most profound layers. Perhaps, ironically enough because of the religious environment you grew up in. Long before and leading up to your 6th year.
A great truly religious spiritual mystical faithful future awaits you.
Bon voyage!
Sheila Kotkin
I think you are a tzaddik. Your precocious, pure , mystical, spiritual realization is "Ein Sof". And I don't think you can get any higher. Get any deeper. But it doesnt, at first glance and certainly not without understanding, jive with kitchen Judaism. Which is a great Judaism. But is still kitchen Judaism. We have many many layers to our religion. All religions have many layers. You just happened to have plunged faster, deeper, earlier to one of its most profound layers. Perhaps, ironically enough because of the religious environment you grew up in. Long before and leading up to your 6th year.
A great truly religious spiritual mystical faithful future awaits you.
Bon voyage!
Sheila Kotkin