This fits well with the 5 stages of incompetence pyramid. I am consciously aware of my incompetence and I am trying very hard to at least be consciously competent. I challenged myself to make a game, and managed to make the base and a working prototype by dawn with little resources. It was a test and I passed! However, I wasn't consciously aware of design patterns, but had internalized them only to realize I was using OOP in a Component design, doesn't work very well.... All in all, I will be a guru even if it takes me a lifetime! This is what I live for!
Dynamically typed? That doesn't add up with "Guru".